Perspective Is Freedom

Last night I couldn't sleep because I felt so miserable, after deciding to go to bed to try and sleep because I felt so miserable. Just one of those nights, I guess. I wasn't feeling ungrateful; just frustrated at being stuck. Frozen where I am. So much ambition, a decent amount of talent if I may so, and I have no idea where to take it. Utterly directionless. Desperately trying to relax and sleep, I had melodies and lyrics that I've created going round and round in my head, irritated at the irony, unable to shut off. I'm not unhappy with life, but I'm unhappy with feeling bewildered. I'm not quite in control, and it makes me feel a little hopeless.. Even though I'm not. Does this make any sense? Like I said, I'm not ungrateful about anything I have. I am most thankful and fully aware of how blessed I am. I think the thing I am most annoyed with is, all of that blessing and love poured into me that I give out, most of the time it's just hitting th

Hello there, and welcome to my first official blog post. I do have another blog (zoetinytall.tumblr.com) but all I post on there are short, random musings and a lot of aesthetically pleasing images. Here, I plan to go into depth. I'll share with you a whole lot of thoughts you'd be happy never having read. My aim is that you spend time comprehending my entries and at the end find yourself thinking 'I could've used my time more wisely by attempting to count the lines on my forefinger print'. However, on some level, I know you'll find yourself mildly entertained. You're entertained even now, well aware you're wasting precious time, but it's 'car crash reading'. You don't want to carry on, you want to click the little red button in the right hand corner, but would you look at that! You're still here. You want to know what follows. I created this blog approximately twenty three minutes ago, not to have ready for a rainy day, but to g